I really like watch porn videos of women saying very humilating and degrading things about me because I love feeling like I’m a loser, Inadequate and worthless.
But I don’t want tell my future wife or girlfriend that I’m into this because it’s so embarrassing. How do I get rid of this kink?
By calling it “[your] expected outcome” I believe you’ve answered your own question there.
Consent is important, dickweed. Cry about it.
I’m not the one whinging on about it like a bitch, am I?
OP asked for advice, not horny role play. You leaning into their kink is icky at best.