It’s not magic, it’s fire bending.

Its all in the toothpick

Its been over 10 years for me since something extremely similar happened. I’ve never really gotten over it. I want to be in a relationship and connect with someone again but I find it impossible to keep anyones interest of people on online sites and while I have been on a few dates over the years they haven’t gone past more than a few dates before fizzing out due to anxiety and trust issues on my part.

I feel throughly scarred by my ex’s actions, they have faded over the years but my trust has never really returned.

I’ve tried therapy and it helped briefly but has never had a lasting effect and I’ve ended up in a cycle every few years of retrying to meet people then backing out before anything lasting can continue as in my head it will just end up in me being hurt again.

I’m desperately lonely and have fallen into a prolonged sadness that almost never leaves, not really sure where i was going with this, I hope the same doesn’t happen with you.

I was telling people at work about this film a few days ago!

I watched it for the first time a few years ago and it has started to become a Christmas tradition for me.